shows i actually like watching: brooklyn nine nine, masters of sex, sleepy hollow, arrow, parks and rec, trophy wife
shows i hatewatch: scandal (WHAT IS GOING ON THIS SEASON WHAT AM I WATCHING WHY ARE PEOPLE GETTING TORTURED AND WEIRDLY LICKED EVERY EPISODE), homeland (ugh carrie ugh brody ugh everyone not mandy patinkin and even then ugh mandy patinkin sometimes), glee (it’s ok i’m judging me too), new girl (winston is the only bearable character anymore and that’s saying something because he’s actually turned into a sociopath this season so), the mindy project (or the mindy kaling vaguely offensive wish fulfilment hour), reign (it’s so stuuuuuuuuupid but i’m still watching so what does that say about me), marvel’s agents of zzzzzzzz (the only way you could assemble a cast that boring is if you actively tried to)
it’s disgusting how much tv i watch. also sadder because i just realized i don’t even like most of the stuff i watch
why don't you try living for like a month with him in his apartment or at your house or whatever over the christmas holidays and see how it goes? Also why don't you at least try for all those back up plans? like apply for those things, you can always turn them down in the end if you really decide thats not what you want, I mean maybe tell will about all your fears and back up plans, I'm sure he'll understand, safety nets are always great. What's your plans for when you do move in with him?
i guess it’s just more complicated than all that because he lives in california. it’d be different if he lived in new york or even philly or something. he’s going to school there and working there and he has a whole life there and i…don’t. i do have some family there but they live a couple of hours away and it’s just a big step to be moving across the country by myself. and the east coast is my home, i’ve never lived anywhere else before. i’m used to the city and all of the places i hang out at and knowing i can take a train ride home to my old house and my old room if i ever feel like it. i like having all my friend around me and the familiarity and feeling like i have a corner of the world that’s mine and that feels like home. it’s just a huge committment i don’t know if i’m ready to make yet. i do have a job lined up (probably), but it’s not anything i’m even remotely excited about. i guess there’s just a part of me that feels like i’m making all the sacrifices here and he’s not making any and i don’t know if the roles were reversed if he’d do the same for me. this was way too long and incoherent, it’s 5:30 in the morning and i can’t sleep
chapter | 1/1 rating | pg-13 characters/pairings | Dan, Blair, Serena, Nate, Chuck, Jenny. Dan/Blair, Chuck/Blair, Nate/Serena summary | This is how each of them wins the Hunger Games (and how each of them loses). Set in the Hunger Games universe.
my heart is yours (it's you that i hold on to) (gossip girl)
title | my heart is yours (it’s you that i hold on to) chapter | 1/1 rating | pg characters/pairings | Blair. Dan. Dan/Blair (lol sort of I guess), Chuck/Blair summary | Post 5x24. WHATEVER AT THIS SHOW.
someday (my pain will mark you) (gossip girl x the hunger games)
title | someday (my pain will mark you) chapter | 1/1 rating | pg-13 characters/pairings | Dan, Blair, Serena, Nate, Chuck, Jenny. Dan/Blair, Chuck/Blair, Nate/Serena summary | This is how each of them wins the Hunger Games (and how each of them loses). Set in the Hunger Games universe.
my apartment has like the slowest internet ever so i just havent been on because i can feel the modem thing making all these noises like its about to combust if i use more than 2 megabytes. but now i’m back home for thanksgiving so its nice to live like a civilised person for like 3 days before i go back into the wilderness